Why am I here? What is my purpose? I have none. I've been searching for it. Something to cling onto. But there is none. If I find something, it's never good enough or ripped out of my life as fast as it came in.

I want to do good. I want good people around me. This never happens. I find myself alone in a dark place. It affects all aspects of my life.

I want to make changes, but cant bring myself to do it. I make excuses. I even write lists, but I just dont even try. I cant bring myself to even try. My head gets in the way of my heart.

I see other people and they all seem to be graced by god. They have close family, friends, a life to live the way they want for the most part.

Have you found your purpose? How did you get there?