Ok, so if you caught my drama a few weeks ago, I had a hard time getting appointments. Well, I finally did get appointments...and now I need to figure out what to do.

There is the Therapist - an LCSW - that I have now seen for 2 sessions. I think I like him, and I think I'll keep going.

He got me into a Family Practice Doctor for the meds. I'm on Zoloft. So far so good, but he's just a family doc, not mental health.

I'm on a waiting list for a Psychiatrist still.

And....I have two appoitnments on Thursday with two different Psychiatric Nurse Practitioners. I had these appointments set up before I got in to see the LCSW therapist or the family doc. I booked these appointments almost a month ago (right after I saw the perverted psychologist...they couldn't get me in for 4 weeks, well this is 4 weeks later).

So....now what should I do?

- Just keep going to the LCSW therapist and the family doc? Cancel the appointments with the psych nurses?

- Stop going to the family doc and go to one of the psych nurses for meds?

- Or, go to one of the psych nurses for both meds AND therapy? (they do both)

- Or, cancel the appt. with both psych nurses, keep going to the family practice doc, but stay on the waiting list for the psychiatrist?

Ugh......too many appoitments and I should have figured this out before but I kept getting worried that the next doc I saw wouldn't be very good so I kept these other ones as "backups"...and now I have to figure out what to do!

I am actually doing a lot better mood-wise, but I think it's just temporary. Work died down and I've been able to relax. But I know myself. I've been crazy since I was 10 years old....this isn't just going to go away. I need to fix it while I'm still sane enough to know that I need help.