Finally got to sleep at around 4 or so. Was having some weird visual stuff going on. Calm so far today. Pdoc tomorrow by video. I guess we may have to up the Trilafon a little, since I am still having a little bitty bit of this psychotic business around the edges occasionally, esp. when I am tired. Typical, over the years. Whatever the case, I wonder if I can get back to a place where I am sorta more stable, of if this kind of constant drip-drip-drip is the new real deal. Or what.

Gonna try to write today.

Hugs and love to all!!!! Hope everyone has a nice day.