Not doing good today. I’ve been really sad. I’ve been in depression and I couldn’t stand feeling what I was feeling emotionally so I purged. I don’t want to feel anything right now but I’m starting to feel awful again. I want to b/p so bad but I can’t ‘cause my family is sharing one car right now and if I’m out of the house for too long, my family gets suspicious. I will bp though. Hopefully soon [emoji53] I’m so anxious. I can’t wait much longer.