I’ve maxed out on klonapin and tenazepam, my husband is at work, and I am terrified to be home alone. Terrified. I’m crying and panicked. I actually did talk to my mom before taking my last 2 klonapin and she said let’s give it a 1/2 hour and then she’s going to call me back. We’ll go from there. I’ve been trying to keep things as normal as possible. Fed the kids a la carte dinners and am getting them in the shower 1 at a time. I need a shower too and I’d really like to take one but mom told me I need to wait until the morning so it doesn’t wake me up too much.

Update since I started typing this. Mom says if I’m not better in 20 mins, she’ll come pick us up and we can stay at her house. That’s what will probably end up happening.