@newtus! We love you!

You're doing really really good. Way much better than how you were. It's ok to take a break and catch up on things later. I don't know how you do it - But you do it.. I can't imagine what it must take to be able to focus/ignore all of the things that you're doing like that.

For me, I have an extremely hard time finishing things almost as bad a starting things. Most people have problems finishing things but no problem starting things.

There's bad things happening - With the world, your mental health, the future, etc.. Idk if you struggle with the past as much as I do - I don't think about it as much anymore because new problems have arisen and I'm focused on those.

You don't have to always maintain a steady stability of what you do - Putting yourself out there.. I could possibly do that too but not now. I'm doing self improvement right now - I might not even be known by anyone who knows.. Maybe I'll just be a monk or something...

But even today, people on the internet have said "You're interesting - I'd really like to see more of this (Writing)". You are an amazing, interesting, smart person that has overcome a great deal of what happened in your life. Don't let depression/sadness get you down.

I was pretty sad, then happy, then sad, then happy all night - Light chemical use - But what matters is the parts of the brain that the chemicals are effecting - The parts that need to be dealt with. I always have good insights by staying up all night - It appears that you are the same way.

I had a realization today that "happiness is real". It's profound to me.

Also, be careful of letting other marketing companies or labels taking a piece of the pie. Some people take like 40% of the profit for the rest of your life. It's called "Hollywood.. Something".. I forget the name.. I have terrible memory recall after being awake for a while.