I sooo don’t want to do this interview because I’ve got to drive etc. I keep trying to tell myself that the temporary pain and inconvenience will be worth it. I know I do better when I’m working and that working is a reality of life. Trying to picture myself in the role, if not this one then another. Gotta remember the mouse allergy and not my cognition as the reason for leaving work.

Idk just sitting here wanting to cry instead. This is just an entry level position....I can handle this.

If not this one then it will be a learning experience and I’ll be better prepared for the next.