Sssssssssh.... breathe. Calm down. It's okay. Nobody is disappointed with you here. We all love you for who you are, and for the simple act of trying. Really, nobody is let down (unless you count yourself, which maybe is how you feel).
You don't have to be sorry (((((((((Silversparrow)))))))))))))) things have been rough lately, haven't they?

I'm sorry for that... but you did the best you could, really.
Nobody hates you here, we only care about your well being. I promise.
Please be kind to yourself, you really are a good person.