I think you could begin visiting churches that carry "community" in their title, or one that says it's non-denominational.
I think if you ask about salvation or such directly, you might find an answer you disagree with....at that point ask if they can tolerate someone who is still searching things out, without pushing? Some might tell you right up front, Oh you best find another church, and some might say, sure, come and visit and study with us, and let God show you your way.
I think the spirit within you is telling you that you are a spiritual being, and need to feed that aspect of yourself.