my friends are dieing off, my family has disowned me, i cant find a job worth %#@&#!, im struggling with depression, anxiety, ptsd, and horrid flashbacks, plus an addiction that is going to end up killing me. Im at wits end. I finally feel so low, so hurt, that I dont know if I can feel anything ever again....just pain. Im past crazy, past insane...im just alone and hurting.
most of all i feel helpless