I hear you. I entered "old age" alone (never married). And while I am sad I will never get to have my own children or a husband and a family of my own, I have no choice but to move on with my life.

It's easy to limit ourselves with false beliefs that we create based on our negative experiences. Like yours, "I really didn't want to enter old age alone." Well, do you have friends? Family? Coworkers? If you do, you are definitely not alone.

Maybe you'll get married again. Maybe you won't. That hinges on how much credibility you give to your self-limiting beliefs. If you know that you want to get married again, then you will. But if you are afraid that you'll never get married again because of your horrible experience with your divorce, then, you will set up your relationships and your life to reinforce the self-limiting belief you have about yourself, your worth, and marriage.