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Originally Posted by busymomof5
I didn’t tell my doctor the specifics. I am too embarrassed. I just said I was having unusual beliefs and thoughts that my husband had been unable to talk me out of, but that today I had gained some insight.
Despite this, I just bought myself the perfect witches necklace. I thought I was ok today but I’m balancing the line between ok and not ok.
My pdoc prescribed 4 mg risperdal And to discontinue Wellbutrin.
Is it so bad to be a witch. Plenty of people practice Wicca etc. I’m not into that, but maybe this is my truth.
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No it isn't so bad. No judgment. The issue is more about how quickly it came up and how deep you jumped into it. That is more indicative of delusional thought or psychosis. Also, the fact you don't really want to own it when you talk to your doctor says a lot.
Give it some time to settle and see how you feel about it in a month or so after the Risperdal sets in. If you still feel passionately about it then, perhaps it is your truth as you feel it might be. You owe yourself some time to sort it out.
In the meantime maybe put the things you bought and made away so that you don't fuel anything that may be harmful to you. You can always bring the items back out once you're sure its a new path and not a psychotic detour. Use your coping skills to slow down and relax. Change your focus. Try to find balance again.
