Thanks for your advice and kind thoughts everyone. I feel pretty same as yesterday, perhaps slightly better. My head ache has subsided - finally. I hope your head ache, bluesguy, is over soon. Its no fun. Night bird, I so desperately want to cry, its like right there at the back of my throat, but it won't come any further. Maybe I should slice an onion. Pseudo, you're always right there for me, thanks. Gimmiece, thank you for the hug. Mikkyhill, I will at some point find a therapist, but I am so scared to go see one. Thanks for the encouragement, though. -beth