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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
I try not to let it get that far....I mean first time I had no idea I had psychosis and was recklessly driving, walking around downtown on my lunch despite it being 20 min on the L to get there or carrying a swan neck lamp I thought was my shaman staff to heal people.
These days if I get a hint of psychosis I tell my circle...especially the pros, I want another set of eyes. I don’t trust me. Anything weird gets a reality check....like did you see that traffic light go from blinking to steady red...or not? Did you hear or smell that?
Mostly I have no symptoms, I’m one of the lucky ones meds work 100% for, but say I see a visual of the grim reaper one night, someone has to know. I also have a rule...it’s ok only if there is no chance of hurting me or anyone else and it’s not my job to police anyone. I indulge a bit into the psychosis by practicing shamanism from time to time but I only follow books and guides...no making up my own rules. As long as you have a bit of consensus reality you’re safe.
Probably all sounds crazy but it works for me to release what could be psychosis but in a controlled mechanism.
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Oh MY!

Seriously, do you mind that I find your post hysterical?

You've done a fantastic job describing any shaman I have ever known!!!
The books and the guides, as in spirit guides? I mean spirit guides makes it more interesting than , you know, paperback or .pdf style guides.
Do you take part in the ayahuasca , too?
I'll admit I do sometimes enjoy the shamanic perspective offered by Alberto Villoldo.
I hope you'd meant to be humorous!

I hope I'm not offending you!