Dear jrae, this is too sad, about Logan. And I read your other thread about your health fears & waiting for the test results. You have had so much to deal with already, & now this new sadness & fear added on. It would be too much for anybody. If only you could have a case worker to coordinate things for you, including transportation for your far away appointments. I said some prayers for you. I hope you will feel or sense God's spirit comforting & guiding you. And I am sending you wishes filled with healing energy & music from pet heaven.