Oh yes..... I can relate FULLY to this right now!!!!!! Getting married for me was a vast mistake. I had doubts beforehand, but went through with it anyways. And now it's a very toxic relationship for me that I must exit. I WISH I had talked to my former self having doubts, and I wish I had listened to those doubts. I kicked myself for a LONG time over it and beat myself up for not following my gut. Lesson learned!!! The very hard way!!!!!!!