(((((((((((((((((((Siversparrow))))))))))))))))))))) You have not disappointed me in the least. I understand your pain and think you have been trying so hard. That is what is important. I hope you continue trying.

I know the feeling of chaos you may be feeling. With everything going on inside. Can you take a deep breath and see if that helps. Try to slow down all those negative thoughts.

Please be kind to yourself. You deserve it.

BB