Maybe people are sick of my thread.... no one is replying. Maybe I'm repeating myself. I don't know.
All I know is this SUCKS sooo freaking badly. On the flips side, I've been playing a lot of my own music lately, trying to get back to myself and who I am. I think I got a little lost in this relationship. Tied to the hip 24/7, with few events/gatherings with our individual friendships. There's been very little independence from one another. Not healthy.
I want myself back. I want to find myself again, my life and who I am again. I miss her.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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