Hi Lady B --

I would have settled for the comfortable slide into old age. I settled for a relationship without zing for 15 years. I thought of the loss of my sensuality as a sacrifice I made for relationship stability. I thought he was the best person I had ever known. I trusted him more than person I had ever known. Then he abruptly deserted me, completely blindsiding me, 2 years ago. I wish I could have had what you don't want.