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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
So I once talked to a clin psych and she told me I might have this thing that’s slightly less than ptsd....cannot remember the name but basically it’s like you don’t forget things the way some people do, they sort of continually repopulate your memory, not flashbacks but in a way it’s like reliving a trauma. So I have things like that in my life, losing the ability to walk(temporarily) at twelve, my psychosis like almost ten years ago. It just doesn’t dissipate even if it’s been processed and dealt with. Just wondering if you’ve gone through your hospital experience with someone like a T?
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Yeah, I've talked to my T about it before but she focused on the wrong aspect. She was glad that I was hospitalized because it
which I totally understand. But doesn't make up for the fact that I wasn't suicidal, someone lied because it was on the paperwork for the mental hospital and someone lied and said I threatened to
but I'm going to talk to my T some more about it. I do feel like it's almost flashbacks. Like if I am laying on my side it reminds me of
so much so that I cannot even go to sleep on that side anymore. Stuff like that. My T didn't seem to understand the level of trauma that came from being hospitalized. And by all accounts it's a decent sort of hospital. Shudder. UGH. Sorry guys. Just having a hard time with the date today.