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Old Jun 25, 2020, 04:35 PM
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Yeah, I've talked to my T about it before but she focused on the wrong aspect. She was glad that I was hospitalized because it
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which I totally understand. But doesn't make up for the fact that I wasn't suicidal, someone lied because it was on the paperwork for the mental hospital and someone lied and said I threatened to
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but I'm going to talk to my T some more about it. I do feel like it's almost flashbacks. Like if I am laying on my side it reminds me of
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so much so that I cannot even go to sleep on that side anymore. Stuff like that. My T didn't seem to understand the level of trauma that came from being hospitalized. And by all accounts it's a decent sort of hospital. Shudder. UGH. Sorry guys. Just having a hard time with the date today.

I'm sorry you're still having trouble with it. Maybe try to get your mind off of it. Sometimes I literally have to force myself to do something else to avoid thinking of traumatic events. Like I put on some comedy or a comforting video with soothing music or something like that... Obviously not trying to detract from the pain you must feel from it.
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