Yeah, I've talked to my T about it before but she focused on the wrong aspect. She was glad that I was hospitalized because it which I totally understand. But doesn't make up for the fact that I wasn't suicidal, someone lied because it was on the paperwork for the mental hospital and someone lied and said I threatened to but I'm going to talk to my T some more about it. I do feel like it's almost flashbacks. Like if I am laying on my side it reminds me of so much so that I cannot even go to sleep on that side anymore. Stuff like that. My T didn't seem to understand the level of trauma that came from being hospitalized. And by all accounts it's a decent sort of hospital. Shudder. UGH. Sorry guys. Just having a hard time with the date today.