Don’t worry about it, you didn’t hurt me at all...it’s hard for me to tell the story without adding the humorous aspects so I think it gets confusing as to what is humor and what is serious.

I also understand what you mean about the place/space....it sort of blurs reality. I don’t go there often but for me it’s more of a structured outlet. There’s an entry and exit so once you leave you’re out. When I had my psychosis I couldn’t find an exit so for me having a structure helps. Does that make sense?