Hi All, I am feeling better. I am back at work full time and the depression has let up some.

My art is going well. It is one thing that never leaves me--no matter what, I can always escape by painting. I will try to get some new images put in the gallery.

I had a great appointment with my pdoc yesterday. He pointed out that a lot of the things I question are things that everybody questions--even himself. Thoughts like do I matter, what is my purpose, have I made a difference...The difference is that I am looking at these questions through a filter of depression. As the depression lifts, I will see things much differently. Until then, I need to hang onto hope--hope that things will continue to get better.