My mild Summer depression continues. Not much energy. I lolled in bed til 2:00pm. I was out at 10:00am for my dog's potty but i go back to bed after. I don't sleep but i just can't face the empty day. I just lay there like a drunk. I'm way overdue for a shower. I've been wearing a baseball cap and that's such a shabby look for me. I was out to enjoy the cool breezy day in the evening tho.

Scrabble went well until i played this one overwhelming game. I've been upset ever since. It makes me feel so stupid, making the same mistakes over and over. I actually felt pretty good earlier. I was so overcome with love for my dog i picked her up and carried her. Now i feel miserable and my guts hurt.

I wish i had something to look forward to. Hypomania in the Fall but that's over two months away. I guess i just have to accept that i'm gonna feel rotten until the seasons change. It's not much of a life.