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Pink and Blue.. I can relate to what you are going through. I am merely someone who is here to make meals, and pick up after him. I get no conversation.. I have had room mates back in the day I was friendlier with. Sadly this behavior from him go worse over time.. and started after I had learned he was one person here with me... and being a completely different person while he was at his job 2 hours out of town.. and I confronted him... He completely turned on me...I was the bad person all of the sudden... He had some resentment. yet would say all the right things at the time... My regret.. not leaving sooner... Loneliness sucks I agree.. But the worst kind of loneliness is when the person who is supposed to be your partner, best friend is in the house. .. and avoids you, ignores you if you try to talk... and just makes you feel like your "bothering" him... This I have lived with for far too long.... I dont deserve this.. I have been good to him throughout all of this... and it never got better.. just worse... I would rather be alone than be broken down every damn day.
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