Wow, I wasn’t expecting to go where we did today in the session, that was so painful. 10 months with previous T and I never shed a tear, yet all I seem to do in sessions with you now is to sob my eyes out. I know you say that it’s ok and it’s normal to be upset about this stuff but I feel ashamed and like I’m wasting the precious limited time I have with you. I’m beginning to trust you much quicker than I have ever trusted anyone, but this is dangerous as it means the abrupt ending in a few weeks is going to cause so much damage.
I wish so much that you actually cared about me so that you would ignore the rules and let me continue seeing you indefinitely.