Also I’m gonn have to my gauges out of my ears. One of them is migrating down too and I don’t want my earlobe to rip. Only on my right ear but might as well take them both out.

Ugh I was just telling my fiancé how my whole body is going to pieces. Just cuz my age. I’ll be 30 in 2 months. It wouldn’t be depressing if I had a bit of luck with my physical health but I don’t. But that’s also from years of abusing it. Not abusing directly but just eating bad, not exercising, my weight going up and down severely due to being off and on meds when I was real sick, drinking, all these piercings I have, not really just my ears, and just overall not taking care of my myself due to psychosis and negative symptoms.

I was just telling him I need a push up bra cuz my chest is like going to the ground and my chest used to be on my chest up high when I was in high school. Lmao.