Hey guys and lady guys!

I have literally not been on PC for years, and find myself with a question I'm not sure I know the answer to...

So long story short, I had a session with my Pdoc yesterday and it didn't end well.

He said something along the lines of "blah blah blah, you've made so much progress over these past 5 years, blah blah blah, even though you're struggling with severe mental illness, I really don't see you having to be a chronic mental health patient"

So I burst out crying, said "even you want to get rid of me, eventually everybody does" ..

And I left shortly afterward.

Was that childish of me, was I subconsciously trying to manipulate him, did I have a valid reason to be upset for thinking he wants to abandon me as well?

Do I owe him an apology for throwing a tantrum....

Idk.

A little help would be nice, even though I've been MIA for years...

Thanks in advance.