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Old Jun 26, 2020, 11:19 PM
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Originally Posted by ~Christina View Post
CASH ! Yes take your PRNS ! please take them and go to bed. Turn the music off. that's a huge red flag for you, Stay outta the shower..

Please take meds and crawl in bed and do breathing exercising or anything that is calming... If your husband is working tomorrow can your Mom help you out with the kids and to keep an eye on you???

Back away from that Big light your being pulled towards.. You are strong you can resist it.... it might feel good but it always ends with you doing a big crash and burn

If you feel unsafe please tell your husband and get help ASAP

Breathe
Thank you! Mom and hubs are keeping very close tabs. But to be honest, I don’t want to reign it in. I’ll have to text my sleep schedule from my Fitbit to mom in the morning and she won’t be happy with how long I’m awake. So, I did go ahead and take 2 mg more klonapin and another temazepam (15 mg, I think?). That should do it for at least about 6 hours but we’ll see.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Hugs from:
bpcyclist, ~Christina
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist