
Jun 27, 2020, 09:11 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2020
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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
Just devastated here. Spent all day yesterday tyring to begin to accept that my friend is gone. Having a hard time. Nightmares. Keep walking around the corner and thinking ti is just some wort of mistake or error. But it is not. Beyond sad. Beyond.
We had so much in common it was just eerie. Same profession. Trained and worked at some of the same places. Both very insecure, despite sucess that might otherwise have resulted in some genuine confidence. He was hilarious. I used to be funny, supposedly. Just very similar people.
I found some online obituaries in Miami where he ended up and wrote something. One has been published already, so, I assume his family saw it. Was also wondering, do you think it is too late to send flowers a couple of years after his death? Don't want to trigger people. I do not know etiquette on that, depstie being raised by etiquette gurus. They never covered that one.
Hope everyone has a nice day.
On the brain health front, the added Abilify does not seem to be helping much. Am supposed to update pdoc tomorrow morning with that and see where he wants to go from here. Guess I wll get hollered at if he decides to start Adderall. But I can take hollering. I am a general surgeon. I was raised on hollering.
I knew he was in trouble when he stopped responding to my calls. I called his GF and told her. Everyond was mad at me for sayign this, but I knew he had relapsed. I knew him like the back of my hand. Like I said, I know all the tricks. It wasn't enough. If I ever stop showing up here, you will know I relapsed after 10 million years of sobriety. It's what people do. Hopefully, not me.
Love and hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Please accept my condolences on the loss of your friend.
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