And.... I backed down from divorce RIGHT NOW and from him leaving the apartment to move to Florida immediately. I wish I had had more of a backbone, but he turned it all around on me to make me out to be an absolute evil b-i-t-c-h, breaking up with him and wanting a divorce on his birthday, of all days. He did call me the B word too. Swearing and words were thrown at each other this morning, from both directions. I backed down because I don't want him faulting on the car lease and sticking me with the full rent for our apartment. I cannot afford the full rent PLUS his lease if he leaves. This was not my plan, to have a sudden breakup and exit.

And he WAS going to leave and leave me to deal with ALL of HIS belongings???? Just ditch me and leave me high and dry financially and with his crap all in the apartment????? Some kind of character he has. He has NONE. NO character whatsoever. I have lost all respect for him, and I think I lost respect for him a long time ago. He has NO problem screwing me over financially IF I divorce him. NO problem at all. He has NO conscience.

I am sick to my stomach. He makes me ill.