oh, i can so understand what you're feeling. i want a small dog so badly to cuddle (fayeroe weighs 70 lbs) and no way can i get one now!!! slap my hand too!!! i've been looking in petfinders and fantasizing about rescuing a little female.....we need all the help we can get to no give in to our fantasies.....now is not a good time to get a new dog!!! xoxoxo pat