@Scooter9

I'm very sorry to hear that, Scooter. Losing a loved one hurts a lot, especially when you were very close to them. Sometimes the pain never goes away.

Please do not feel guilty about not spending more time with your sister. For many people, they have this regret about not spending more time (it's very common to feel this way), but what matters most is not the quantity of time you spent, but the quality of time you spent, if that makes sense. And if this is worth anything, it sounds to me that you made the most of your time with her and you brightened her day. You were a very good brother to her.