As most of you know, I’m planning my exit strategy from my toxic marriage.

At first I was scared to be single again at the age of 50. I have just a few close friends, and a larger social circle that I share with my current husband. I was afraid... but now I’m not.

Things I want to do that I’m not doing now with my husband;:

-hiking
-skiing
-roller blading
-biking
-camping
-sailing
-buy a keyboard and learn how to sing
-maybe sing for a band
-travel

These are all things I don’t currently do alone or with my husband, but are all things I either used to do or wish to still do.

My husband has many physical ailments that prevent him from doing anything physical. As a result, I stopped doing many things I love.

If I don’t become single within the next year, please hold me to this post and list. I want to live my life fully again, and I miss my old self dearly.

And I’ve been in so many unhealthy relationships, that I’d rather be alone at this point.

I see myself having a great life being single and free.