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Old Jun 28, 2020, 02:25 PM
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Originally Posted by divine1966 View Post
You can’t control him and how he behaves. I am sure he can control himself though. Unless he walks around on the streets yelling at people or yells at people at work, he has some control. He might not feel like he needs to exercise any control though if after screaming at each other he can have a good time next day. He might enjoy this kind of drama of highs and lows. Ton of people like this crazy up and down, make up sex or what not.
I have no choice but to just deal with what I’ve got right now though. I didn’t tell him all was forgiven either.

It doesn’t even matter does it? I’m leaving him at some point. He can think it’s ok and fine and dandy. But it’s not ok and I will leave him. That’s all that matters. I don’t care what he thinks anymore. All I care about right now is what I think. And there’s no changing him so why bother trying anymore? I’m soo done. This is what biding time ultimately means to me. Just smiling and nodding while I plan my exit.
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