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Still no bueno. I slept a lot like I just said but now more hallucinations and SOOOOOO much anxiety. I am ready to curl up in a ball In the corner and carve my emotions into the walls. I think I’m going to take a klonapin. I have so many unfinished projects in my kitchen from yesterday and I’m worried because I feel like I’ve forgotten how to live and my kitchen will forever be chaos.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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