Walked outside and sat in my daughter’s little tykes play house and listened to music. My hubs came out about an hour later when he noticed I was missing and called me inside. He was afraid. I told him I just needed to get away but he said that wasn’t ok. So, I did actually come inside and took yet another prn. I am still awake though...still feeling very, very sick with anxiety. To hell with this!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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