Yes, all the time.

I think I was meant to survive and I was meant to have my daughter. I don't really know why yet, but I think it was meant to happen.

There is no other logical explanation to how I survived my last s attempt in 2004. Other than the fact that it was not my "time" to go yet, and my daughter was conceived 2 months later.

I don't know exactly what I believe as far as God and all that, but I do believe that some things happen for a reason, and those reasons are beyond our control.