(((Pink))),

Personally, I would rather have a T who not only has book knowledge but has done "field studies" (LOL). I'm a teacher and often feel like, how can I teach kids when I'm so moody, "crazy" etc.? I have come to realize that my greatest weakness is my greatest strength (my "craziness" so to speak). I can reach certain kids and understand them better than my "normal" counterparts. I have horrible to no organizational skills but this helps provide a positive, accepting environment where kids who have learning difficulties/emotional difficulties can learn without the pressures that someone else might exert upon them (I go through a gross of pencils in about a month. No one, including me, can ever find one). I don't know if sharing that helps you any or not.

How are you a FRAUD? Are you going into this just for the money (I know, what money, right?)? Are you doing this just to be in a powerful position (like, do you plan on wearing your purple boots every day)? OR are you taking the job knowing that you can help people like you already have done? I hope you realize that you are better equipped to help these people having gone through what they are going through and by the fact that you are still engaged in battle (which reminds me, if you need the army you know where to get them)?

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I don't have any experience going into hospitals (YET), so I can offer no advice on this one. I do like the fact that you still have your sense of humor, though. Don't ever lose that.

I'm glad that you will be talking to your T to decide, he hasn't led you astray yet. Take care of yourself and know that us strangers care.