Well, on the plus side, had enough energy to edit several chapters today, which is wonderful. I really am so grateful for that opportunity. I have been unable to work for weeks due to amotivation and what I term central fatigue and sadness. I just sit in my chair and do nothing all day.

That said, I was just feeling really quite sad a few moments ago, even though I accomplished something today. I know I did not really sleep last night, so maybe that is part of it. But still, definitely some depression here. I just wish it would go away. So hard for me. i have been dealing with this since I was 17. I am tired of it.

Also forgot to eat today, so that could be an issue. Makng a nice ziti with pesto and some good shaved parm, so that will be cheerful. i really love pesto., all kinds. Maybe I will feel better in a little while or something.