I had so much anxiety today I took a melitonin. He doesn't get this no I'm staying/no I'm moving out is exhausting. I have no idea how he's going to move. He's being unrealistic and we don't have time because our lease is up for renewal. I have a week to get all the paperwork in. I feel he just doesn't want to do his side of the paperwork. IDK, he turned down a place less then a month ago. Growing pains Suck. H is furious about it. We were in a much better position to help before my last hypomania. It's just frustrating.