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Old Jun 29, 2020, 09:30 PM
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You are so on the target with so many of your points here, Christina!

First, I can definitely see how my trips are pretty much the same as your ones to Florida. I do remember what you went through the last time you went. And your husband's behavior, as you described it, sounded quite like my husband's. It is hard to fight against that, isn't it?

We've been getting mixed opinions on whether or not we'll be able to go on the trip in September. For now, I guess I'll just sit back and whatever happens, happens.

This trip I describe is now almost all my husband thinks about. It is exciting him beyond belief. It clearly seems to be his escape, in many respects. I don't, however, believe it is as much related to covid 19 stress as it is his work stress. We both have a "want to run away" feeling going on. He has a tendency to believe the grass is always greener on the other side.

My husband continues to add more and more to the trip itinerary. I have been trying hard to set limits. His nephew has been going all around the country village telling people that we are coming, including friends who now seem to expect to visit with my husband. I asked my husband to tell his nephew to stop telling people. I specifically recall during your last major Florida trip that your aunt wanted to see you, but that that was too much. I think most here encouraged you to just say no. I know that's what I have to do, too. But again, if people don't know we're coming, the years agon there isn't the pressure from them.

It's sad to write/say, but I guess it's a relief that my husband and his eldest sister (not the one he's invited to Barcelona) haven't talked for four years. Then he's not expected to visit her when he visits his brother in Germany. I don't care much for his eldest sister. She and her family are not so very nice.
Yeah I hear ALL that... My husband is always open to seeing anyone he can while we are down in Florida,, Hes just more of a fly by the seat of his pants kinda guy unlike me that I prefer to know the day before what I am doing and who I am seeing. But Honestly I am selfish with my time, I suppose in some ways.. When I am on Florida any moment I can see Amanda I do.. I dont care so much for seeing other people , nor really seeing his boys or even the grand daughter.. its complicated

My Aunt ? yes you are correct. Shes so draining for a variety of reasons. She sends me 101 negative memes and videos of things a day on my Facebook messenger and I dont even look. Shes a bitter lonely woman that has no desire to actually find anything to be happy about. Very sad !

I want to run away too !

I hope that you guys can make the trip and it not turn into a hellish trip that you will come home bald from...and one day make the move abroad when your husband can retire.

6 months ago I was thrilled to be back home and thought...Okay well we have that 2 week limit for being gone now and it helped and I dont have to even think about it again til AUG/SEPT..... Well then Covid and Steves health happened..

The world is on fire
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