I have been having therapy in person. We don’t wear masks or anything, he never touched me anyway so I suppose I can’t miss that. I suppose I feel cheated on a personal level...I don’t think I can progress...because my (small) social life has disappeared forever and I think this was one of the key things I needed to heal. But I have still had to work through the pandemic. It seems like there will be even less opportunities in the future, even if I knew what to do.

I’m thankful that my therapist has seen me for lower fees, as money is really difficult and doesn't look to be getting better anytime soon. I wanted a child but I think by the time this is over I would be out of time. My dog had a seizure last week and I don’t know what I would do without him or how to pay the vet. I’m seeing my therapist tomorrow and I really hope he is gentle because things aren’t looking great for me. Sorry if this is over sharing or not what you meant.