I want you to know that my heart is with you 10,000% and I support you completely in all this.

I will only add to the above that a formal education does nothing for the development of empathy. That comes from the heart, not a big brain. My 'brother, attended all the most famous colleges and law schools, has a son and father with major depression, a grandmother and brother with badass bipolar 1, and he is completely heartless. All he cares about is himself. High IQ, buf funcionally and emotionally, he is a moron. My 12 year-old is way more advanced than he will ever be.

It is June of 20220. Your husband is not in charge of who you see or what you do or your healthcare choices. That is 1500s thinking. I don't give a sh** if he is from Germany, the most advanced nation in Europe by far--by the way. That is a cop out. His lack of caring is his problem, not yours. We support you totally in your recovery.

You need a therapist and a pscyhiatrist. If he stands in the way, there are steps that can be taken. We will support you.

Support and strength!