(((((((((((((((((((((( sabrina ))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i'm so sorry. i really am. i've been where you're at and woke up having to lose 87 lbs. it was so hard and discouraging.
i don't have an answer for you but to hope that soon you'll be able to get some meds that might not pack on the weight.
i can just say...i do understand and it's not a good feeling place to be in
good wishes to you