I'm experiencing weird things. I was in deep depression late last week, and I'm coming back up from it. Not all the way there, and I don't know to where, but I would say that I hit what I experience as my previously recognizable low on Saturday, and today I'm almost back to my middle-area again. I have no idea what the heck is going on with me.

I had to call my pdoc today, because my hydroxyzine doesn't really take the anxiety edge off, and the xanax puts me down like a rhino tranq. So I'm waiting to hear back on potential alternatives.

Anyone else ever experience weird cycles like this?