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I'm sorry you feel abandoned and alone, I completely understand the feeling one way emotionally and another way intellectually , I deal with that a lot and find it very frustrating.
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Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one." C.S. Lewis
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