My hat is off to you for making it through so many really rough challenges. It's wonderful to hear that there are some promising opportunities coming your way.
As for diagnosis...well, my first thoughts about yours is that anxiety can be (often is) an aspect of bipolar disorder. And anxiety is always a part of PTSD. I mean...PTSD is essentially all about anxiety.
As for my own diagnosis, I think I was pretty surprised when my dx went from major depression to "agitated depression" to bipolar 1.
It took me years, many years, to truly believe the bipolar dx. Finally, this year I looked back over a number of episodes and events and admitted, and accepted, that I have bipolar disorder. There's no denying it anymore.
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