(((PINK))). I think you already know the answer to the problem is to be in the hospital in order to get a rest, and get into a more structured and supportive inpatient environment to help you heal and move forward since you are struggling with a lot of things at this time. I think and feel that you would place someone else you were treating that was in the same position as you are at this time into hospitalized treatment if they were in the same boat. Getting professional help as a professional is not a weaknes, it is just the most Successful way of coping with the problem. Take care (((PINK))) try to just think of the stay as being a beneficial part of recovery so you can move on with your future. PM anytime. Soidhonia